Hey guys!!!!! er uh........ HAPPY TUESDAY!!!! or something idk how to start this (￣_￣|||)
Anyways, I hope you guys are doing okay and well!!!! I hope life hasn't been kicking you in the ass TOO much siighhhhhhhhhhhh..... I've super busy like ugh im getting a little fed up at this point but you know, WHATEVER!!!!! Goodness me....!
Well, if you know me, then you've most likely heard me talk for HOURS ON END about some stuff.... such as my current interest, RANTING (Oh my god I do it too much ESPECIALLY HERE!!! IM SO SORRY!!!), and most DEFINITELY OC LORE!!!!!! Here's an example: One time, I was on the plane with my two best friends (SHOUT OUT TO YOU GUYS!!!!) and it was a 5/6-hour flight (I forgot). At that time, I was SUPER DUPER INTO this game called Yandere Simulator (You have definitely heard about this game before). I was so glad that my best friend was ALSO into it. We were talking about our favorite students, rivals, my own YANSIM AU, and complaining about how the game's story and gameplay could be better (All because of its STINKY developer). We were talking THE WHOLE FLIGHT LIKE NO KIDDING!!!! 5 HOURS OF YAPPING. YAPPING ABOUT THE GAME WHERE A GIRL KILLS PEOPLE FOR THE ONE SHE LOVES. We didnt even notice the time... like, our other best friend literally FELL ASLEEP MID FLIGHT and me and that best friend was just SPITTING WORDS at eachother for a DAMN 5 HOURS!!!!! I really wonder how the other passengers felt about us... we were talking NONSTOP!!!!
AND THATS NOT THE ONLY TIME. If you are a person that I'm super... SUPER DUPER CLOSE WITH, then you have definitely heard my OC lore YAP SESSIONS. FREQUENTLY AT THAT. I don't know why, not even HOW my brain is fully rotted with my own OC lore that I made BY MYSELF. ITS NOT EVEN ALL THAT GOOD!! Like literally the only thing in my head is "Oh my god! My OC did that!" LIKE OH MY GOD WHY IS EVERYTHING ALWAYS TIED BACK TO MY OCS. JUST YESTERDAYI told my friend about the lore I developed for my OC named 'Kenji Rokusumi' who was the Ultimate Judoka in my Danganronpa AU. And his lore is RELETIVELY COMPLICATED AND LONG COMPARED TO THE OTHER CHARACTERS I HAVE. It was a freetime in my classroom (the teacher didnt show up at all smh) and I literally explained his lore for my friend who was LISTENING TO ALL THAT IM SAYING. For the whole free time, my friend was reading (emphasize on WAS because I literally made her STOP) Percy Jackson, and then I said "Hey, I just finished thinking about my OC's lore! Wanna hear it?" and then she said "Yeah sure!! Lore dump on me!" AND SO I DID. THE WHOLE FREE TIME I YAPPED. YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP!!!!!!!! And then the bell rang. I said "Oh my God, I didnt realize the time!!! Im so sorry you had to listen to all of that!" "Nahh dude no problem. That was a lot of lore!" "Yeah I know, sorry! Thanks for listening to me talk!" "It's fine! I'll see you at class! I'm gonna buy some food cuz Im hungry." "Alright! See you!". At that moment I was sitting still in my seat. I realized that I was so invested in my own characters, that I SPREAD THEM LIKE A VIRUS!!! I'm SOOOOO glad I only talk about with my friends and not with random people. Although, I do think that some of my friends think I'm annoying.
DONT GET ME STARTED ON COMPLAINING. I complain a lot. And by a lot, I would say 2-5 times a day. I would rant about ANYTHING. "Oh my god this teacher is horrible!" "Oh my god theres another assignment?!? LET ME BREATHE!!" "Ugh... I hate her so much!!! Shes so weird!!". So on and so forth. I'm beginning to feel that my friends MIIIIIIIGHT think I'm a little bit overdramatic. Unfortunately, I AM DRAMATIC. Also a little sensitive I think. I dont know.
UUUGHHHHHH I WISH I COULD JUST KEEP ALL THESE THINGS TO MYSELF!!!!! But thats the problem! The more I keep it to myself, the more I want to tell it to my friends!!!!! I need a medium where someone listens or at the very least let me PRETEND to talk to you so that I can yap. Which is why I'm so grateful to make this blog. I mean it took me a few clicks but I FINALLY have a way to let others know on how I'm feeling WITHOUT annoying them face to face! To anyone who reads my blogs, thank you. Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and struggles word for word.
Anywho...... Ive been thinking of making another blog but SPECIFICALLY about my OCs! All categorized by series. It'll help me keep track of them AND whenever someone wants to know more about my characters!
That's all for today, see you on the next post! ( •̀ ω •́ )y
