Saturday, January 18, 2025

Emotional Rollercoaster!!!!! (rant)

Ooooooh my god... today was.... something!!! That's for sure!!! Todays was uhm, very exciting to say the least. I had sooo many things happen today I don't even know where to begin lol?! Okay wait maybe I do g-g-g-gulps...

    Okay, so first, I had an entrance exam this morning. The school I went to was really REALLY REALLY BIG. LIKE REALLY BIG. IT WAS SO HUGE IM NOT KIDDING!!! It's an Islamic school. If some of you know me well, you might think "An Islamic school?! I thought you didn't like religion-based schools!" And you're right! I do NOT like religion-based schools. But this one isn't as 'traditional' as other Islamic schools I've seen. They even wear short skirts (well its actually like shorts to be honest)!! The thing I don't really like about Islamic schools is that I NEED to wear a hijab. I'm not saying that I don't like hijabs (I actually think it's really pretty!), It's just doesn't suite me. It really changes how I look  .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.  I am also not going to commit myself to wear a hijab. The exam itself is actually pretty easy! Most of the questions were really simple. I also enjoyed being in the school itself!! It was really nice.

    Now, the next thing is.... surely something...! So, you see... my school is going to take school photos for my graduation. "Oh, but Adrie, what's so wrong about taking photos?" dress codes. I fucking HATE the dress code. Guess what style I have to do. I HAVE TO DRESS INDIE. INDIE. REALLY?! ARE REALLY GOING TO MAKE ME WEAR A STYLE THAT DOESNT EVEN SUITE ME!? Look... I don't hate the indie style itself. I also have no problems with people who dress indie! The thing is, I DO NOT SUITE IT AT ALL. I dislike looking too 'basic' you could say. I love wearing outfits that are full of color and wearing lots of accessories. Looking basic is what I tend to move away from. The thing that really made me upset today was trying to make an indie outfit. I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR 3 HOURS. Guess what I did.  I bawled. I bawled my eyes out. Like, for an hour straight. I JUST CANT. The tips my mom gave me just made me want to bawl my eyes out even more. I dont like wearing baggy clothes/big jackets because I don't want to look 'big'. Like, I like clothes that show off how my body looks. Wearing baggy clothes make me look shorter than I am (just so you know, I'm still searching for it right now). I wish they'd just let me wear what I want. Uhm go off I guess!

    The last thing I want to talk about is my dinner tonight. I forgot to tell you but, today is my parent's wedding anniversary! So, we all went to eat out together at a fancy restaurant. The food there was good! I ate a steak and some fries yummmm yummy. Actually, I don't really have anything else to tell you about today so... SEE YOU SOON!!!! BYE!!!

LOGGING OFF! -Adrie

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